January 4th, 2010: "Crossroads"

I am at a crossroad because I could continue what I am doing, even though the fire is out of it and has lost its desire for completion, or I could embark on something brand new and exciting. What ever I choose I have most certainly devoted prayer my de lima. My only fear being the new and exciting prospect may soon turn into something that has lost its fire as well. I'm not a simple person, I have many desires for what I want my life to be. Its great because I have a lot of options, and even though I have accomplished a lot on my journey, nothing yet has sat me down for a long involvement yet.

GOD has blessed my life and my desire is to do something with this life. I know I will make something of my life but I need to talk with the LORD and go where he guides me. For anyone to do anything is worthless if the LORD is not guiding it.

It is funny when for many days you have a plan and then something happens that flips it all around. You then try to pick up the pieces and put them in a new order. I pray that GOD orders the pieces in my life. I will be in constant prayer today. Sitting silently where I can to reach an answer. It may not come today or anytime soon but it will come on GODs time and I would rather be on HIS time than mine. I will pray that I not become frustrated or negative, for this time may get stressful. I have a gift of turning situations that are worrisome into exciting times, so with that, I will stray away form any negativity and make this an exciting new time.

I guess its important to add that we all are on a journey that never stops until our life does. We just need to make sure we learn something along the way.

MR