February 25th, 2010: "What to do?"

It has been a crazy few months. The joy of being married to the man of my dreams as been nothing less than simply delightful, and an amazing blessing from GOD. But, I must say, life does go on. No matter what you do, life is the back bone and no one can stop it.

I have been confronted with situations that I have handled in many different way. My theory is, different situations cause handling in different ways. I found that my mind set on a particular situation was justified. I was trapped in a way of thinking, and could not see another option. But then I realized that no natter what happens in our lives, GOD's desire is for us to do what is right in accordance to HIM. I saw my mistake and had a new mind-set from there on out.

Each one of us are on an individual walk with GOD. HIS standards and truth are the same for each one of us, but the journey we take is different. It is important that we remember the lessons that GOD reveals to us. We must take them and pay it forward so that we may walk further on our path with CHRIST.

There are a lot of things going on in my life right now, but through it all I will continue to trust in the LORD and learn as much as I can.

MR

February 11th, 2010: "Faith"

I have been gathering my thoughts as to what to bog about next. It has been a few weeks and I don't have anything solid to blog about today. So, I decided to blog a few things that have been running through my mind lately.

Faith has played a key role in my life lately. Faith that GOD has a direct plan for your life no matter what you may think. I want something bad. I have managed to line all my ducks in a row and done everything I know to prepare for this possible opportunity. In my mind, things would be perfect if this certain thing pans out. But, even though I may feel that way, I have to remember that God has me on a path and that path may not lead to that opportunity. Its a bitter pill to swallow, but God is in control and whether we are okay with it or not, God has the ultimate say. We all know we cant stop that. :::laughs:::

My mom told me that "If this doesn't work out, then another thing will", that has stuck with me and I have to realize that GOD knows what I need. He wants to give us everything we want. Because we, as humans, can not even grasp his knowledge or concept of time, we just have to have Faith that our GOD will lead us the right way. He will because he always does. So, I will sit and have faith, waiting on my GOD.

It is almost Valentine's Day and I must say that I have never had a Valentine. I am very happy to say that my husband will be my first Valentine. I am so blessed to have this man in my life. GOD paired us together in the most perfect way. I never knew why I had to wait so long to find my soul mate but I had faith and of course, meeting Jason I realized that GOD's timing is perfect timing. He is absolutely the best husband and I would never want to be with out him. So to all of you on Valentine's Day, I wish you all love and peace. Whether you have someone or not, it really doesn't matter because life doesn't start when you have a mate, it starts when you have a passion for following GOD. That is the true journey. GOD Bless and Happy Valentine's Day.

MR